Sometimes I pretend to be asleep when I’m not. We have a lot of parties at our house with a lot of people and so I hear a lot of cacophonous chattering. Most of the conversations are sullen and desultory where meaning play hide & seek. I notice that most humans are intricate puzzles that speak in contradictions and that no one ever knows another completely; at one point every human being will disappoint another; but total control is an illusion. The choices they make, the exemplary and the most vile exposes life’s tragic truths. Like a blinking light house warning us of the shores of life, people struggle to make good decisions. After all of that anguish, I need Wendy to get a new therapeutic dog coach from L.L. Bean so I can curl up with someone to watch “The Game of Thrones”. Like dinosaurs and flying dragons I need an aspiration to occupy an outside place in my imagination. As always, I am “yin” to your “yang”.